cellotapeisstic

cellotapeisstic @ 2006-02-08T23:53:00

2006-02-08T23:53:22Z

sometimes.........

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-12-25T23:03:00

2005-12-25T23:04:02Z

merry christmas
x

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-10-28T00:20:00

2005-10-27T23:21:06Z

Lately in the hospitals
The halfway homes and choking jails
There's people on the mend again
With hope to carry on again
It makes me feel that something's right
For everyone who tries to fight
No politics or dirty tricks
All standing up and shouting out
All the money in the world won't save you
We're coming home
All the prisons that you build won't hold us
Just let us go

Then I found a broken heart
With dusty wheezing thing won't start
I'll fix it up and watch it grow
And send it to a happy home
It don't take much to raise a smile
To push yourself the extra mile
I'll stand with you when things go wrong
And lie and say it's not too long

All the money in the world won't save you
We're coming home
All the prisons that you build won't hold us
Just let us go

Come on people
Keep your friends close
Your enemies won't matter in the end
Come on people
Keep your friends close
Your enemies won't matter in the end
In the end
In the end
-x- to my love

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-10-20T23:54:00

2005-10-20T22:59:49Z

ATTENTION

UNBELIEVERS

FASHION VICTIMS

........ALL THE MARSHELLS ARE DEAD

BLOC PARTY I LOVE YOU

RUSSEL IS SO GOOD

KELE WAS FUNNY

MATT WAS SICK

GORDY WAS NICE

I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM TM

REALLY AM SAD BUT I GUESS YOU CANT LET BLOC PARTY TICKETS GO TO WASTE

I LOVE YOU

an epic entry

2005-10-16T08:20:38Z

dear laurenze

i have had a good weekend i did sodall on friday after chris and sean bummed out nad i just sat and talked to friendl;ings on tinternet...tis fun to once again be a msn freak....

still its how i knwo ost of you guys so yes ill stop......

i think too much about things im gonan start being more wat the hell and just do it cus life you can make mistakes but im still young and yeh i dont need to worry about being old adn all that crap..

so laurenze how do i make this epic?????

i cnat

i dont really have that much to say..

gigs:

hawthorne heights: motive......none really i jsut guess ive bin in my house all weekend

bloc party: ive bin waitin since like may for this it is gonna be one hell of a night

alexisonfire: moshcore to the max....meet with hamza

the kills: my sister and i are gonna dance like pretteens to be your own pet...download or face my wratth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dont have ne soif you would liek to donate some wrath call......555-666

wednesday 13:::: im goin because i like goffs...no i just fancy a night off and steph asked me or sumthin like that i really cant rememebr /

i think college stresses me out...it makes me want the summer again or at least no work...see all i want is to go tehre and come back and just have nothign to do on a night nad then i'd have time to relax and not worry...

maybe i should stop teh worrying...make sure im good with everythng...

i got my zen which is so cool ....i spent all of yesterday apart from when emma was here listening to it...

emma

u may ask how she is....in that case

she is great and we are great..its not perfet but at the end of th day nothign is....we arent...we have ups and downs and all we can do is just make sure

i love you miss bennett.....you geek....

i wish you had no work...wish we could just do summer again and again..

On another day c'mon c'mon
With these ropes I tied can we do no wrong
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I ever learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

As I make my way c'mon c'mon
These better nights that seem too long
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I never learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

Is it safe to say? (c'mon c'mon)
Was it right to leave? (c'mon c'mon)
Will I never learn? (c'mon c'mon)
(c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon)

And no this day these deepened wounds don't heal so fast
Can't hear me croon of a million lies that speak no truth
Of a time gone by that now is through

<p style="filter:fliph;font:14pt verdana;color:#FFFFFF;width:300px;">i want christmas</p>

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-10-15T12:24:00

2005-10-15T11:26:33Z

definitly

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-10-10T18:26:00

2005-10-10T17:27:38Z

so i have neglected this thing
long time no speak
ive decided i need this lj to have a name so it can be liek a person....laurenze jaminez...

so laurenze ive been good
i l have loads of college work which is just a lot but its interstin
but events
i went the starting line with hamza
but i forgot my wallet so i had to like borrow money until my dad came to town...and it was annoying....but when i did hamza got a patrick baloon which was so great adn i got a new green hoddy which now has been stolen by emma..not so great and at the starting line I saw abbey and steph and laura who are really much better at this update thing than me…hopefully I will employ someone who will do this for me one day that’s how lazy I am…

neway starting line nice mosh pit but I kept getting hit…I nearly cracked my head open qwhen I went crowd surfing
neway hamza’s taxi dint come which was annoying….cus his mum im sorry to say is quite gay…sometimes…I guess everyones is to their springlings..
emma slept that night and then the next day we did our work and she stayed for tea and then she went….bolton school is a good sixth form the people there are cool as….i like it….
Mischief is had most times…and im somehow the pseudo hobbit I really don’t understand that one,…..but still I play rugby which is as cool as …
Yes it hurts but its always worth the pain…..
My treachers are cool….i have one that goes randomly off on one aboiut his rugby days or his former places to teach…and then there is a teacher whos dead dramatic and leaves the room and has a thick Geordie accent funny as well he gave us advice on self defence…lol

The other weekend I went skating and now I can roll in on vert pipes not very well though but enough its fun I really wish I could do it every day
When im rich if im rich ill build one maybe…
So this weekend I went to town with adam nad hamza and we went to see deuce bigalow,…twas quite funny and teaches guys to be caring instead of just having sex with women…
Tehn I went to the lowry nad went ot a restaurant with emma where we ate amzing dough balls and ate pizza a weird way…went to sit in the lowry which would be a great place just to waste a night messing around….then went back to mine
Sunday I diod sod all…
Today college was fun st and talked about what you’d do for money in a boyish way you know bloc party came up and my price was 10, 000 pounds..yes…you know the rest….
Neway who…

I must be off..
Tata laurenze…..

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-10-04T22:12:00

2005-10-04T21:15:47Z

i love you emma bennett

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-09-15T19:06:00

2005-09-15T18:15:06Z

We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
Again

No end
With no end
With no end
With no end
With no end
With no end
But we've come so baby

Make it with me in preparation for tonight
We've got so much to leave
That's not what makes this right
You've been building up steam
Ignited by this fight
So do this thing with me
Instead of tying on a tight one tonight

With no end
With no end
With no end
And we're gone
We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
Again

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-09-13T22:36:00

2005-09-13T21:36:48Z

In two more years, my sweetheart, we will see another view
Just longing for the past for such completion
What was once golden has now turned a shade of grey
I've become crueler in your presence

They say: 'be brave, there's a right way and a wrong way'
This pain won't last forever, this pain won't last forever

Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years to hold on

You've cried enough this lifetime, my beloved polar bear
Tears to fill a sea to drown a beacon
To start anew all over, remove those scars from your arms
To start anew all over more enlightened

I know, my love, this is not the only story you can tell
This pain won't last forever, this pain won't last forever

Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years to hold on

You don't need to form answers for questions never asked of you
You don't need to form answers

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-09-05T21:56:00

2005-09-05T20:58:57Z

to my love to my frog

JOSé GONZALEZ LYRICS - Crosses

Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you
Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you
Returning nightmares only shadows
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
The sirens inside you waiting to step forward
Disturbing silence darkens you sight
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over the boulevard
The streets outside your window overflooded
People staring, they know you've been broken
Repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces
Ignore them tonight and you'll be alright
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright

i love you as much as a heart head and hands can
to love think and hold

alex

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-09-05T20:58:00

2005-09-05T20:42:36Z

to my love...my frog.....draw

leeds i need to update this thing

tell you of my summer

i can tell you all about emma....sean chris my time at leeds

my reults

but

its saved in a safe place for a rainy day

its manchester

so one day

lots of love
and rock and roll spirit
alex

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-09-04T22:27:00

2005-09-04T21:28:41Z

lips like cinderella...tame...tame....

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-07-09T19:04:00

2005-07-09T18:15:58Z

found mine…
She’s so far…
She makes my head…
I found my soldier girl
She’s so far away
She makes (makes) my (my) head (head) spin around
(Choir) Soldier girl BV’s

wow......please i know nothing lasts forever but things feelings road s to wlak down shud..
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dont let it stop...

on a more intimate note.......i took my sis to see departure adn they were so funny and small so i no longer feel the urge to sit down to excuse myt height...thne there was tlast night which was just fun adn sum 41 which was funny......my sis is now a mosha...lol.....not as in pit scene hardcore dancing but the cool jumpy upy adn down thing which im sorry ruels.....and this girl was amzing she pushed over this hardcore dancing kid with the nice evil stare and she ruld....funny girl....

so jobs are non existant and im just waiting i cantr wait..altough it might mean les free time nad more money to get there buti love it when i have money adn i can buy things....it doesnt make me happy i just like having things to be abkle to use
lol..im gay
as fuck
bye bey
alix

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-07-07T00:59:00

2005-07-07T00:02:43Z

Last night all the horrible
Things in life
Start through my dreams and
I just want to shine it up,
Shine it down or shine off

Going where we lost it all
Yet things before are with us now
It hurts it kills
It takes a choice
It brings no light
It brings no love

And what we want most
Is no where to be found
Some people care
They're going long
They're going deep
Still it's nowhere to be found

We're looking far
We're searching wide
Still it's nowhere to be found
We're looking far
We're searching wide
Still it's nowhere to be found
What we want is gone for good
It's simply nowhere to be found

Somewhere is the one that never will
burn out
They're looking for a heart
Looking for a home
Looking for a hand
This broken head
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone

And you never said I'd see you again
You never said I will
You never said I'd see you again
You never said I will
I will
I will
I will
My love

Someone somewhere says they've got it all
But that's not even what we want
Not even close
Not even close

It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-07-04T21:18:00

2005-07-04T20:35:32Z

smile like u mean it

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-06-07T21:31:00

2005-06-07T20:29:27Z

sorry for the last entry i was a bit sick and tired of things

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-05-27T19:37:00

2005-05-27T18:42:04Z

alix is very gay, he does not wash properly and is a very smelly mosha .... however, i am in very much like with u anyway... :) <3

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-05-21T10:18:00

2005-05-21T09:24:44Z

Sing a Song For You

in my heart is where I long for you
in my smile I search for you
each time you turn and run away I cry inside
my silly way, just too young to know any more
in my world the devil dances and dares
to leave my soul just anywhere
until I find peace in this world
I'll sing a song everywhere I can
just too young to know any more
the wind covers me cold
the starry skies all around my eyes
far behind the city moans
well worthy of the people there
oh, the psalms they love to hear
so let me sing a song for you
just to help your day along
let me sing a song for you
one I've known so very long
oh, please could you find the time..

life is just smily although im worried like a house of cards it will collapse...i wanna keep it together.. and intact..

alix-x-

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-05-10T22:18:00

2005-05-10T21:18:00Z

people are born out of love why do they die in violence???????......sorry to be meaningful i just think the world is not a sex toy.......

alix
-x-

bum

2005-05-10T20:34:29Z

liars will die like joan of arc......
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in a hot place...

co existence humble pie adn an equatiojn that figures...emotions un calculated and un accounted for/...

alix
-x-

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-05-09T18:51:00

2005-05-09T17:58:14Z

hey so weekend was gooooooooooddd fri-smiles...sat was ok it wasnt great seein as i flt tirednad wuite ill after a lot of coffee. ye si thought i might wake up but it juts made me talk fast nad stumble on my speech....

but somehitng so grawt is in my life at the mo i just cantblieve it....i will pinch my self...i will wake up...

"wake up sleepy head its happening without you"

wll....neway that banana bit on teh new gwen stefanni is realli annoyong me at the mo......i love it though...

but neway more revision...and a crap lj......gret.....

bye bey alix
-x-......
ps.........my cats evil

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-05-02T17:22:00

2005-05-02T16:23:42Z

Last Week…pretty boring up until last Friday when I went to hell is for heroes with hamza. We got there about 5 o clock and we just hung behind the academy…..I went and got sum broken biscuits and we found this really big biscuit that was like four bourbons stuck together…..then eventually the lead singer of h is 4 h came out and I asked him to sign summit but neither he nor I had no pen but I still asked him for guest list places but he said he’d try. then me and hamza waited and ten the support band America is waiting came and they went inside although thy left sum bananas(yes and that is on the new Gwen steffani song she can spell) on the top of the car they came in…..neway I dumbly asked sum h is 4 h fan if he was in a band but he wasn’t and I got talking with him and he was really cool…*thumbs* neway the lead singer of America is waiting came out to get sum stuff and I started talking to him and asked him for a guest list place and he kindly said yes ill get u in…..and he was just infinitely great…then I persuaded hamza to come to trl and we went and it was weird seeing steph and abbey and Laura and Jodi I haven’t seen them in a while…the same with cam I need to hang out more but I just have work and gcse’s and if I go out I never seem to get it done….im weird that way…actually im just purely un organized.
Im gonna get a diary
Or use my phone…
Yes
So
Neway
We got to trl saw people…..and cma stroked a horse…..then me and hamza went to eat and then to the academy where we saw a towt we’d asked for tickets earlier and he had offered like 30 quid each for them and me and hamza were like *Patrick voice* no way so neway we told him we no longer needed tickets…..and we were fine…then we went inside and asked for guest list places….and we got four places…so we went outside either to sell them to the towts or to give em away….neway the towts hassled us for a bit then I went and sed hay to sum girls who were looking for sum tix……then when the towt went down the road I told them to go inside and they came and we gave um the tix… and then they gave me a tenner and I took it although I shunt but neway im the end,,,,,,,,we pissed off a towt…and that’s why I can never again buy a ticket from a twot……unless thy are the kind ones and usually apart from the sex pistols one they are all black the white ones are jjts mean…..neway we got the girls in and we got in and we met the lead singer of his4h and thanked him and asked him if he was playin nightvision cus they seem to never play it at gigs…then we went in and watched America is waiting who were like the fo fighters mixed with sum heavy rock band….the lead singer sed they were erratic but I dint think he’d be jumping off the stage into the crowd man he was cool….. I saw him after they played and thanked him for the guestlist and then bought a t shirt cus I thought I might as well support the band…. Neway I wnt back in and tried to get hamza to buy me a drik but tehn the girls we gave tix to came and started talking to me and the ywere frombolton and I got on well with um..hamzas really nice and I sorta ignored him a bit while I talked to th girls… I hate it when I forget people…neway there will be a day when it’s the other wy round and I wil be way more happier….newayi got and hug nad one of the girls numbers but neway hamza found the h is 4 h drummer and I asked him to sign my bagand asked him if they were playin night vision and he sed maybe….
Gret so Jacobs dream come on and they were kinda ok a bit too portishead for me though,….neway I talked to the girls again and then stuck all my stuff in my bag at the top…..BIG MISTAKE I went in the mosh pit whne h is 4 h came on and my bag burst open and I lost all my stuff I ran out of the pit as soon as I realized and asked the guy on the door to mind my bag whilst I wnt back inside and looked for my stuff…I spent ages lookin for it but I culdnt find my mp3 and my phone….sum1 has knicked it oh well…my own fault I relali have a trendy phone now and for 30 quid….so I never gave up but I was really sad so I got hamza to lift me up./….and I went surfin got on stage and grabbed the lead singers hand (who pulled me onstage) and then I was walking out and I tapped the bassist on the back and then as I come off the stage there is the lead singer of America Is waitin and I gave him a hands shkae nad sed hi and then was pushed back into the pit by the security guard….neway so we do away with the gig….and get home and hamza slept at my house and he was really polite seriously I would have him sleep everyday ……thst not sarcasm it’s the truth compared to adam he’s a bloody angel…no offence… but he is…neway…so yeh we watched sponge bob and family guy nad thn we slpt (in the same bed) no neway and got up and went to town and meet emma and the got sum clothes then hamza wnt home me and emma pissed around an I went home eventually after goin to hers and she has one hell of a house.......neway my weeks ben slow and filled with work aprt from friwiht emma in town bcus I alwys seem to want to talk to her….but then I dint do nethin on sat and I went to cinemas on sun….and today im gonna change…
Bey bey
Alix –x-
ps tehre would be pictures but my phone was lost ...neway

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-04-26T21:44:00

2005-04-26T20:46:42Z

hello i must update this....lt me juts say i lost my phone and i juts broke another....and someone is making my life so much better at the moment...now i can see in the dark.....

hope its not too deep.
alix
-x-

cellotapeisstic @ 2005-04-21T19:10:00

2005-04-21T18:10:54Z

ok
im gonna shuit up on here
i wil post pictures and comments i cba with all these pepople

bye by

alix
-x-