cellotapeisstic

11:53 pm

sometimes.........

11:03 pm

merry christmas
x

12:20 am

Lately in the hospitals
The halfway homes and choking jails
There's people on the mend again
With hope to carry on again
It makes me feel that something's right
For everyone who tries to fight
No politics or dirty tricks
All standing up and shouting out
All the money in the world won't save you
We're coming home
All the prisons that you build won't hold us
Just let us go

Then I found a broken heart
With dusty wheezing thing won't start
I'll fix it up and watch it grow
And send it to a happy home
It don't take much to raise a smile
To push yourself the extra mile
I'll stand with you when things go wrong
And lie and say it's not too long

All the money in the world won't save you
We're coming home
All the prisons that you build won't hold us
Just let us go

Come on people
Keep your friends close
Your enemies won't matter in the end
Come on people
Keep your friends close
Your enemies won't matter in the end
In the end
In the end
-x- to my love

11:54 pm

ATTENTION

UNBELIEVERS

FASHION VICTIMS

........ALL THE MARSHELLS ARE DEAD

BLOC PARTY I LOVE YOU

RUSSEL IS SO GOOD

KELE WAS FUNNY

MATT WAS SICK

GORDY WAS NICE

I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM TM

REALLY AM SAD BUT I GUESS YOU CANT LET BLOC PARTY TICKETS GO TO WASTE

I LOVE YOU

08:49 am - an epic entry

( an epic entry )

Current Mood: curious

12:24 pm

( i really dont think i can be bothered doing another lj entry like the week before )

06:26 pm

so i have neglected this thing
long time no speak
ive decided i need this lj to have a name so it can be liek a person....laurenze jaminez...


so laurenze ive been good
i l have loads of college work which is just a lot but its interstin
but events
i went the starting line with hamza
but i forgot my wallet so i had to like borrow money until my dad came to town...and it was annoying....but when i did hamza got a patrick baloon which was so great adn i got a new green hoddy which now has been stolen by emma..not so great and at the starting line I saw abbey and steph and laura who are really much better at this update thing than me…hopefully I will employ someone who will do this for me one day that’s how lazy I am…

neway starting line nice mosh pit but I kept getting hit…I nearly cracked my head open qwhen I went crowd surfing
neway hamza’s taxi dint come which was annoying….cus his mum im sorry to say is quite gay…sometimes…I guess everyones is to their springlings..
emma slept that night and then the next day we did our work and she stayed for tea and then she went….bolton school is a good sixth form the people there are cool as….i like it….
Mischief is had most times…and im somehow the pseudo hobbit I really don’t understand that one,…..but still I play rugby which is as cool as …
Yes it hurts but its always worth the pain…..
My treachers are cool….i have one that goes randomly off on one aboiut his rugby days or his former places to teach…and then there is a teacher whos dead dramatic and leaves the room and has a thick Geordie accent funny as well he gave us advice on self defence…lol

The other weekend I went skating and now I can roll in on vert pipes not very well though but enough its fun I really wish I could do it every day
When im rich if im rich ill build one maybe…
So this weekend I went to town with adam nad hamza and we went to see deuce bigalow,…twas quite funny and teaches guys to be caring instead of just having sex with women…
Tehn I went to the lowry nad went ot a restaurant with emma where we ate amzing dough balls and ate pizza a weird way…went to sit in the lowry which would be a great place just to waste a night messing around….then went back to mine
Sunday I diod sod all…
Today college was fun st and talked about what you’d do for money in a boyish way you know bloc party came up and my price was 10, 000 pounds..yes…you know the rest….
Neway who…

I must be off..
Tata laurenze…..

10:12 pm

i love you emma bennett

07:06 pm

We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
Again

No end
With no end
With no end
With no end
With no end
With no end
But we've come so baby

Make it with me in preparation for tonight
We've got so much to leave
That's not what makes this right
You've been building up steam
Ignited by this fight
So do this thing with me
Instead of tying on a tight one tonight

With no end
With no end
With no end
And we're gone
We ain't going to the town
We're going to the city
Gonna track this shit around
And make this place a heart
To be a part of
Again

10:36 pm

In two more years, my sweetheart, we will see another view
Just longing for the past for such completion
What was once golden has now turned a shade of grey
I've become crueler in your presence

They say: 'be brave, there's a right way and a wrong way'
This pain won't last forever, this pain won't last forever

Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years to hold on

You've cried enough this lifetime, my beloved polar bear
Tears to fill a sea to drown a beacon
To start anew all over, remove those scars from your arms
To start anew all over more enlightened

I know, my love, this is not the only story you can tell
This pain won't last forever, this pain won't last forever

Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years, there's only two more years
Two more years to hold on

You don't need to form answers for questions never asked of you
You don't need to form answers

09:56 pm

to my love to my frog

JOSé GONZALEZ LYRICS - Crosses

Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you
Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you
Returning nightmares only shadows
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
The sirens inside you waiting to step forward
Disturbing silence darkens you sight
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over the boulevard
The streets outside your window overflooded
People staring, they know you've been broken
Repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces
Ignore them tonight and you'll be alright
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright


i love you as much as a heart head and hands can
to love think and hold

alex

08:58 pm

to my love...my frog.....draw

leeds i need to update this thing

tell you of my summer

i can tell you all about emma....sean chris my time at leeds

my reults

but

its saved in a safe place for a rainy day

its manchester

so one day

• lots of love
• and rock and roll spirit
• alex

10:27 pm

lips like cinderella...tame...tame....

07:04 pm

found mine…
She’s so far…
She makes my head…
I found my soldier girl
She’s so far away
She makes (makes) my (my) head (head) spin around
(Choir) Soldier girl BV’s

wow......please i know nothing lasts forever but things feelings road s to wlak down shud..
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dont let it stop...







on a more intimate note.......i took my sis to see departure adn they were so funny and small so i no longer feel the urge to sit down to excuse myt height...thne there was tlast night which was just fun adn sum 41 which was funny......my sis is now a mosha...lol.....not as in pit scene hardcore dancing but the cool jumpy upy adn down thing which im sorry ruels.....and this girl was amzing she pushed over this hardcore dancing kid with the nice evil stare and she ruld....funny girl....

so jobs are non existant and im just waiting i cantr wait..altough it might mean les free time nad more money to get there buti love it when i have money adn i can buy things....it doesnt make me happy i just like having things to be abkle to use
lol..im gay
as fuck
bye bey
alix

12:59 am

Last night all the horrible
Things in life
Start through my dreams and
I just want to shine it up,
Shine it down or shine off

Going where we lost it all
Yet things before are with us now
It hurts it kills
It takes a choice
It brings no light
It brings no love

And what we want most
Is no where to be found
Some people care
They're going long
They're going deep
Still it's nowhere to be found

We're looking far
We're searching wide
Still it's nowhere to be found
We're looking far
We're searching wide
Still it's nowhere to be found
What we want is gone for good
It's simply nowhere to be found

Somewhere is the one that never will
burn out
They're looking for a heart
Looking for a home
Looking for a hand
This broken head
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone

And you never said I'd see you again
You never said I will
You never said I'd see you again
You never said I will
I will
I will
I will
My love

Someone somewhere says they've got it all
But that's not even what we want
Not even close
Not even close

It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want
It won't ever be what we want

09:18 pm

smile like u mean it

09:31 pm

sorry for the last entry i was a bit sick and tired of things

07:37 pm

alix is very gay, he does not wash properly and is a very smelly mosha .... however, i am in very much like with u anyway... :) <3

10:18 am

Sing a Song For You

in my heart is where I long for you
in my smile I search for you
each time you turn and run away I cry inside
my silly way, just too young to know any more
in my world the devil dances and dares
to leave my soul just anywhere
until I find peace in this world
I'll sing a song everywhere I can
just too young to know any more
the wind covers me cold
the starry skies all around my eyes
far behind the city moans
well worthy of the people there
oh, the psalms they love to hear
so let me sing a song for you
just to help your day along
let me sing a song for you
one I've known so very long
oh, please could you find the time..



life is just smily although im worried like a house of cards it will collapse...i wanna keep it together.. and intact..

alix-x-

10:18 pm

people are born out of love why do they die in violence???????......sorry to be meaningful i just think the world is not a sex toy.......

alix
-x-